You know what I hate about the bus? It's not the uncomfortable seats, the smell, nor the uncleanliness. What bugs me is the silence. I mean, apart from the loud drone of the engine and the traffic noise, it's the people that are all silent. It makes me unspeakably sad, I can't ride the bus without thinking about it. There are office workers, laborers, beggars, mothers, students, people from every walk of life, all sharing this commute.
But instead of bringing people together, the bus promotes the differences which keep us apart. We all spread out as far as possible, keep our heads down, and ignore everybody around us. Instead of identifying with them, we resent the mother and her crying child, avoid the beggars who are just doing what they can with what life dealt them. And when you do talk, you get branded as crazy. I've tried, it just makes people work harder to ignore you. After a few attempts, I gave up.
Then, occasionally, there are those rare times when you wish there were silence. One day, a mother and her son sat down a few seats ahead of me, right in my view. The boy had obviously been crying; his eyes were still red and tear lines ran down his face. In hushed tones low enough to not hear the words clearly, but loud enough to clearly hear the hiss of anger and reprimand, she continually scolded the child. He broke out into loud sobs, so she slapped him. Not a swat, not a spanking, a backhanded, full-force slap. I saw it, everybody on the bus must have, and not a one of us lifted a finger. The pair got off at the next stop. The slouch in that boy's step as he departed burned itself into my memory. Maybe that's why I acted the next time.
A couple got on the bus and sat in two of the front seats, the kind that lines up against the wall so you are looking at the people across the aisle from you. I was on the opposite wall, not directly across from them, but only a few seats down. The man was dressed in faded blue jeans and a long sleeve, button up, white shirt with some company logo on the breast pocket. The top two buttons were undone, revealing just a few chest hairs. He was relatively tall and well built, but certainly no athlete, just a guy born with a full frame.
The woman was thin, nearly gaunt in the face. She had short, curly black hair, the kind that's so black it seems like it has a blueish tint. She wore a wrinkled, pink blouse and knee-length skirt.
What stood out was the way they held hands. The man held on firmly rather than fondly, the muscles in his arm were tensed and his knuckles a little white. The girl's arm was limp, resigned. You can tell that two people are in love by the way they hold hands, and this was possession, not love.
He got up to leave a few stops later, but the girl didn't follow. He yanked a few times telling her this was their stop. She resisted, and in a weak but audible voice told him, "I want to go home."
"You are going home baby, now get up," he replied, his voice getting louder with each successive word.
The bus driver yelled, "Hey, you two," and for a second I thought he would intervene, but instead he continued, "You getting off or what, I've got a schedule to keep here!"
"Yes we are," the guy yelled back, and in a low growl told the girl, "Now get up and get off this bus." She sat still.
Malice flashed in his eyes. With a good, hard tug, he brought her out of her seat. She yelped and fell to the floor.
"You leave her alone." I was probably more surprised than he was to hear those words leave my mouth. They weren't particularly loud or authoritative, but they were there.
He glared at me, then quickly surveyed the rest of the bus. Nobody else seemed to react, though heads were certainly raised. "This is none of your business," he hissed, and started to drag the girl towards the exit.
I jumped up and made a move to block his path, but with a forceful shove he threw me to the ground. He got off the bus with his girl in tow, and we drove away.
But there, on the floor with her, I saw her eyes as she was being dragged away. The distant look she wore previously was fading and there was hope there. It was nothing you could ever capture in a picture, just an instant where two people connected and understood each other. And an instant later she was gone.
I like to think that she found the courage to get away from him, or that he was identified on the bus's camera and picked up by the police. I can afford a car nowadays, but I still ride that bus route every day, hoping that I'll see her again. And in my thoughts, when we meet again, she wouldn't even say a thing, just smile and pass out of my life once more.







































